God I'm so tiiirrrrrrreeeedddddddddddddddd!!!! I've spent the last couple of nights typing and writing instead of sleeping like I should! Its all my twin Matt's fault and Kurai's....well ok not Kurai's, it was my fault too, but...I like talking to them so I stayed up till 5 AM one night and 3 AM the other....

And, surprise surprise...Kurai and I werent able to go to my dad's this summer, which sucks because I wanted to go SO BAD! RRGH! *bangs head on desk* I HATE MY MOM! She wasnt able to set aside enough money for my plane ticket, cause she had to fix her car and upgrade our cell phones and....and...*cries* Its not fair! I wanted to see my dad and my grandma and my twin! HE'S LIVES ACROSS THE ENTIRE FREAKING COUNTRY! I MISS HIM!

Ugh...well at least I've been having fun playing with my art style...I love coloring with my copics too, but the other reason I wanted to go to my dad's is because that's the only place I can buy them...no one around here, as far as I know, sells them, and I dont have the money...I'm already paying for a part of my cell phone and my mother's....and I have no job still! No one wants to hireeee meeeee.........

Plus my mom totally flipped at me for no reason today, so I've been depressed...which sucked because I was happy...and I was so amused because my twin and one of my little brothers apparently got into a little fight over which one of them is my favorite. My twin texted me about it and I thought it was the funniest thing. I'm happy at least some of my siblings love me that much...one of them cant stand me and unfortunately that's the one I live with....

*sobs* I want to go back to Kurai's houuuusssseeeee!!!!